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last friday night (TGIF)

was superrrr fun! It took my mind off of a lot of things that I have going on. I finally got my buttocks outta bed and went to Ai Tunes with Mary, Steven, Edwin and Tung and we met up with Viet, Joe and Buddy. They are Mr. Populars! Every single time I turned, they would be talking to some other random group of people. We had free hot pot and I was killing it! LOL I saw Hoang and her friends there and I had been drinking so i’m pretty sure I embarassed myself lol The ride back was scary because Viet was too gone to drive so I had to drive and I hate driving other people’s car so I was extra cautious. We got through a road block! Woot woot! Idk why but I really like hanging out with those group of guys because they’re so not shy/awkward and they’re always up for some fun. I really needed that. Now I can’wait for Le Party next Saturday! Time to turn up!!!

X’s and O’s by Jeremih

I had a lovely past couple of days with my friends but I can’t help but to feel so empty.

I don’t even need your love, you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough.

Ya know, I would have done anything for you. You were all I ever thought about. A day didn’t go by without me wishing and hoping that things between us would change. I never even looked or thought about another guy like that when I wanted you. The second that I became content with the idea that maybe there is someone else out here for me, I saw a glimpse of happiness. I stopped feeling so pathetic and inadequate for the first time in a long time. I think I’m just over it, like I don’t deserve to be this sad all the time. I guess I’m just tired of sitting around waiting for you to finally decide that I’m good enough. So I’m done. No more feeling like I’m ugly or feeling bad because I’m not your type. I’ve come to realize that I don’t deserve any of this and that I would be so much happier without you. You had the ability to make my day or break it. I’m taking that power back and I won’t regret it.

< me

the hardest part about the business is minding your own

you just confused me again.